fall rain love

2.48 AM Melbourne, 3053 I cant seem to just fall asleep. Read through my previous posts, I think I have this personality disorder wtf. Or is it my brain, cause i do not think that I could write that sort of stuff. Wtf.  Nevermind.  I don't know why people like to make their own "truth" regarding someone else's life without even asking or telling the person about it. I mean yea, sometimes they do it because they care, but please, can you mind your own life first.. Why speak bad of people when you don't have the right to. I used to not care about this, but I can't take it when the people i love are hurt by these small things. They are suffering and suffered enough. Come to think of it. Think deeply and freely. Have I ever said anything bad eventhough I seen, and still seeing a lot of things? 

It has been four months since my last post, and that four months, my life has been going on a some how nonstop roller coaster ride. There's always a lot that I've been wanting to pour out. Been avoiding it to live a less drama-queeny life. But now, I'll take it as inevitable. My life is just always full of colours and excitement, and nowadays with time bombs that sometimes sparks and shine beautifully. Despite shit happened and still happens, I'm actually Grateful for being able to travel a lot this year, well still like around Victoria but the trips were all superb, super blessed for beautifully made Victoria. Precisely I went to Mount Buller, Philip Island, and Great Ocean Road. Surely will blog about all of these places when I have time.. Sunday night my dad broke the news, it is crystal clear now. and i can't run away from it. worst part is i don't even have the guts to cry, or i'm simply that strong. everything that i had built in Melbourne will be