fall rain love

I notice that i'm not as good as i used to be, in mind reading. Or he's just one particular person i could never understand thoroughly. What people has been roaming about is true, when your life gets older, your circle tends to be smaller and smaller, and in some ways, you like it that way. Your best friend is someone who will have your back, and always come back to you no matter what. Don't ask me why but those sentences just surf into my mind as it's 2.25 AM and although i keep on yawning, brain just won't shut down. Why coffee why. When i was young, my biggest fear was only my parents divorcing and them leaving me. But as i grow up, that objective is still there, but that's not the only one. Now i got tonshits of list to be considerate of yet to think of and to take care of. Most of the days, i don't really care but when it comes to sleepless night like this, my mind races up and down, left and right, back and forth. What is this life supposed to mean?

Born with a significant age gap with elder sisters successfully made me different from others. Well, put aside the fact that i love barbie and all of those kids stuff, i'm quite smaaaart. My class teacher was shocked when my mom told her that i was a very clingy and dependent person at home. Then she explained to my mom that i was a totally different person at school as people depends on me and seems like i know all of those general knowledge that there was a time, even my schoolmates asked me who's the most well known and owned a good reputation orthopedic in the city. I was only 17 that time, but i know the answer to that. wtf. Back in 199s, My auntie who's not my real auntie but someone related to my grandpa, took care of me very well and she was there during my terrible twos. I could see in pictures that i loved her so much. I remembered vaguely that there was a time where she never come home for a long time, and in a blink of eye, she got married. She had a baby and i

Last night, i tried but i couldn't sleep cause you're back. I can't say that i've been looking forward to you but yeah, it's my first time in 2016. HI THERE TONSILLITIS. LOL IM MAD. Its the third day i woke up and having lots of mucus or phlegm at the end of my mouth, near the tonsils yep. Not forgetting, blocked ears which i hate the most after dentist session. Also, blocked nose. Wtf. Why ent why you guys are connected that strong! Anyway, i'm still grateful that this time it doesn't come with fever and muscle sore. Maybe cause i'm doing the walking.  What i hate the most is no matter how hard I try to cough the phlegm out, they wont. Wtf. And the blocked ears and sudden ability to hear all of those radiation sound wont leave me alone. I hate hate hate taking meds cause i believe only pain rating 9-10 deserve meds. Not saying that i reach 9-10 already but i have them ready with me 24/7 wtf. Actually, i did use the difflam and nasonex already. Now i'