Exhausted from endless expectation. Why can't people just be grateful for what they have and stop asking for change. If you're wondering where i have been, the whole past two months have been up and down, no words to describe what's happening. Some days i really want to bawl it out but then my life is not a game which i can restart. So yea, been choosing to not make any speeches that i would regret. Smile, and be faithful cause the Creator will be with you. But then.. Lucy always thought that she should not be here the first place.. Here she is, sucking it all up and cry to sleep. Oh, Poor Little Lucy.