fall rain love

HELLO. been away for weeks ya? yea, i'm quiet busy, hahaha. so many problems happened to me. my sist said, that i got the drama life and i'm the drama queen, actually i don't want this kind of situation and this kind of feeling. can't tell what's happening. but i hate my new school, i hate the peoples inside, all of them exept my bestiess :* i'm so grateful to have them. Hahaha, 20-11-2011 my sist's big day, her wedding! CONGRATULATION! My sistt and brother in law. ;;) may God bless them till the end. :D Her wedding makes me sittin in this house which belong to ma parents retired house i mean their future house when all of their daughters are married. lol. So tinyy you knoww. D; and dad renovated it, actually it hasn't finished yet, but since my sist's wedding wish is she wanna live here before she got married, so here i am. :D I'm going to feel .................. so ....................... lonely! :( My sist, she isn't as good as dad or

what will you do if you're having a fight with your crush and a friend of you made it. Me? i would rather shut my mouth up, and acted like idk that she is the one who made it. Misunderstanding, huh. i won't speak up cause he himself isn't going to trust me, i swear. Call me stupid or whatever, I keep saying, i'm letting him go, i'm going to forget everything blablabla. I've tried and it is not as easy as writting them -_______- please give me extra time bcs i'm going to throw him out or at least, stay away from my heart and brain. it's very hard bcs of anytime i wanna see him, i could see. >:o though it's hard, but i must to >:o. i have no choice. hahaha. I have no one to trust to,i'm feeling so dumb and fool. I'm telling God, but He can't asnwer me . sigh. i'm tired. i'm bored. no one could understand. i'm done with everything. I wish i could grab and eat a bottle of valium. sigh. Ah, I'M EXPERT OF FAKING SMILES

Such a long timee, i missed bloggingg time so much, hahaha. the only reason i stopped for 2 weeks was the flash's bill hasn't paid. lolll. my sist paid it yesterday. Happy latee Halloween everyonee. :D where did you guys celebrate it? me myself went to it&b with my friends last Saturday and no fun at all. -_____________- the theme was THE INSIDIOUS NIGHT, no fun no fun. after entering the stupid spooky haunted house, gathered at the hall and found out nothing attractive, a guy came to me, he said that he want to take a picture of me to put in the Aplaus' halloween article, hahaha say me stupid or what but i'm afraid that he was a bad guy, loll.So we went out andd stayed at ss until 11 while my cousin was marrying on the next Sunday. hahaha. yea, on the sunday i'm as sleepy as hell! and skipped school on Monday! YUHuuuuuuuu! GOODNIGHTTTTTTT. :*****