Today 📍 exactly 11 months since my grandpa passed away. Moving to Melbourne help me to stop mourning all the time. Nowadays i don't even mind to put on bright colors garments as i used to put on the white tee back and forth till its yellowish. Lol. I wonder how others are doing. Do they still think of grandpa? Do they still secretly cry during their sleep time because of missing him? Do they dream of grandpa? My grandma is currently in Surabaya. I bet she doesn't even know today's 11 months. She used to count the days as they need to do some Buddhism prayers. Next month, 🚩 one year, family gonna gather then do some prayers too. Ireally wanted to go back but dad told me "Why bother going back when you are even not there celebrating grandma's birthday" So yeah, i ended up staying back here and surprisingly the girl that kept saying that she wanted to go back once her studies finished is not here anymore. It's not that i get influenced ea