fall rain love

Dear you, Since you have short term memory loss, and seems to change phone every two years, here’s the half end of 2017 because it seems like you’re due for a new phone. Oh Love, you’re supposed to move to Tasmania with your sister this time around, but you just dodged it like a pro. You get to remain in Melbie, and you thought you were happy.  got to watch GD concert, paid the ticket with my own money! DAMN IT FEELS GOOD. Hahahahaha, after the emotional breakup that we had, he was just the most full of surprise man. I never really fancy flowers, but he put this in the toilet because I really fancy my toilet time. Hahhahaa.   Here, just in case you’re wondering where all the money that you earned went. It is kinda embarrasing to post my hanging out pictures out, but here’s the drinks, feels right. Nothing else.  Alll these time, money earned money wasted on drinks and hanging out. Boy glad it was not long enough to turn me...

It has been four months since my last post, and that four months, my life has been going on a some how nonstop roller coaster ride. There's always a lot that I've been wanting to pour out. Been avoiding it to live a less drama-queeny life. But now, I'll take it as inevitable. My life is just always full of colours and excitement, and nowadays with time bombs that sometimes sparks and shine beautifully. Despite shit happened and still happens, I'm actually Grateful for being able to travel a lot this year, well still like around Victoria but the trips were all superb, super blessed for beautifully made Victoria. Precisely I went to Mount Buller, Philip Island, and Great Ocean Road. Surely will blog about all of these places when I have time.. Sunday night my dad broke the news, it is crystal clear now. and i can't run away from it. worst part is i don't even have the guts to cry, or i'm simply that strong. everything that i had built in Melbourne will be ...

Woke up super early this morning. Being subjective, it was 7.30am. Daydream on my way to city, and off to swimming. Melbourne City Baths is offering $30 for 30 days membership so I thought why not, I love swimming anyways. Reality is i havent exercise in a while that my first swim after almost a year not going, i nearly fainted in the shower and took a nap right away when i see bed. Due to my tight schedule, today is my second dip. Oh Lord I unconsciously had my period lol. Nope guys, there's no such thing as red blood in the pool or so.  Did five fast and six slow laps. I planned to increase speed daily but with period days, i guess i can't dip tomorrow. Its okay.  Finished early so I went to Aldi to buy some honey and lemon for Jason since He said he had sore throat last night. I know i'm so caring. Dating him is like living in reality. Yep im being sacrastic. Me: Drink this okay, good for sore throat Jason: whats this * looking furious and curious* Me: honey le...

Still can't get over last night.Loud music is addictive, yes. But on some point you just can't ignore what's going on, like how the guards took a glance at everybody's movement. No offense but there were too many guys who were trying to take advantage of the situation. If you know what I mean.. When you're there, you can tell which one is just trying to blend in and which one is dangerous wtf. There's one asian guard recognised me and my friends cause he kept checking on us. Double wtf. I rarely remember people's face but uh, he got the hottie shoulder and those abs which my boyfriend used to have so yea i remember him too. One of my friend even got uncomfortable, and thats a wrap of the night!

So after like one year or so i finally bother to change the timezone and set up the location. Location is unnecessary, i just wanted to try it out. time really flies, it's halfway to 2017 already. Been lacking out of praying these days, not that i'm not grateful but . . . . . . OKAY OKAY. I ALWAYS TAKE BEING BLESSED AS GRANTED till now's there's a reason to pray and apologise again. This cycle, over and over again. Grateful->Blessed->Always Blessed->Starting to take it for granted(never say Grace nor pray, etc)-> unpleasant thing happened-> Seek for help->Grateful Then one thing that i realise that, no matter how we always forget about God(or whoever you believed in), when you seek for help, God's always ready for you, ignoring the fact that you're -ehem- less unfaithful. Well, that happens to me. all the time. Speaking of which, I'm now into Signal, another nerve wrecking Korean Drama by tVn. On ep 9 now, i find the movie really scar...

Born with a significant age gap with elder sisters successfully made me different from others. Well, put aside the fact that i love barbie and all of those kids stuff, i'm quite smaaaart. My class teacher was shocked when my mom told her that i was a very clingy and dependent person at home. Then she explained to my mom that i was a totally different person at school as people depends on me and seems like i know all of those general knowledge that there was a time, even my schoolmates asked me who's the most well known and owned a good reputation orthopedic in the city. I was only 17 that time, but i know the answer to that. wtf. Back in 199s, My auntie who's not my real auntie but someone related to my grandpa, took care of me very well and she was there during my terrible twos. I could see in pictures that i loved her so much. I remembered vaguely that there was a time where she never come home for a long time, and in a blink of eye, she got married. She had a baby and i...

Ehhhhheee Homebound huh.  Xx, Frl getting lost in Melbourne Airport. 

Hello!!  Ok i have to say that i am quite satisfied with 2 Distinctions for the previous term result. Both bro and I expect HD for the next one. I mean i was.. Not anymore. Lolol. I don't think i'll transfer to another school. I'll finish their two and half years program, and basically i'll just go with the flow. Me myself going to make sure, that i'll go back as often as possible during the remaining two years time. Now that i don't know how to face my grandma when i go back this time. Just heard from my sis that my grandma is happily waiting for me to go back because she can't wait to see 甜甜的男朋友. WTF. OK,婆。when我有说要和男朋友一起回棉兰。。 I really have no words to say to every single question that my family throw to me. Either hahahahaha or uh uh uh.  Since, things between 甜甜和她的so called男朋友 been not really good? I mean he's busy and whenever he woke up, 甜甜的day要晚了. As a very thoughtful one, she always compromise it off lah. 😅 It's ok only her sister kno...

My weekend had been so busy. Happily not busy working nor studying. But playing around. Many of people back home are anticipating for my comeback. HAHAHAHA Ok i should stop raving about my holiday plan.  Went to have my most fave japanese restaurant, ever.  Oh and eversince i lost my glasses. Lenses been my very good friend that now i'm not a coward who gonna spend 30 mins taking off the lenses. Hahahaha Mandatory snap over the beach. 😁 Did a mini unpaid advertisment too..  HEHEHE. Healthy hair's friend is big wind and beach. Lol Went to the adventure park last Saturday and kinda had lotsa fun. I mean yea.. My first well spent weekend in 2016. And. . . . Highlight of the day!  Im so sleepy now. I even said no to pompong bis' facetime. Anyway, we agreeed on valentine's day dinner. Quite excited because i've never wanted to celebrate valentine with my ex. Since he's just a friend so should ...

My biggest dream is not to die because of cancer. But now i can see i am very close to it. Wtf. So after having messy food cycle, here comes the unhealthy sleeping cycle too. Told my dad that my friends are starting to plan where should we go for vacay when all of us reunited. This was how he reacted LOL DAD IZ THAT U OR MOM LOLOLOL. Well spent new year eve. Excuse my teeth with either corn or zuchinni stain. OH MY LITTLE BABY BOY is not so LITTLE enimorrrrrrrrrrr Boxing day. Taken while waiting for my sis to browse shoes. Yea, i know sth is not right but YEA I DIDNT. Why? Because i was so sad over something that i had no interest on blablabla. Lies lolol all lies. Just because i bought these already. I was so satisfied LOLOLOL SO CUTE who can tahan?!?!?!?!  Surely not meh.  When was the last time i declared i quit doing these kind of stuff? Because i'm telling you one more time i really quit. Just after this one.  Xx, ...

What's being away from home when it's New Year Eve feels like? It feels nothing important when you were so busy consuming much caffeine because you can't help falling asleep for the sake of KDRAMA. Seriously i only have 2 hours and 19 mins to go. To show my sincereness towards Park Bong Soo aka Seo Jung Hoo aka Healer-nim & Chae Young Shin, i even pending all of my friends appointment to spend NYE together. BUT my cousin asked me out for din and i just can't say no to them so i thought okay just a din and i'll go back to the kdrama or find some friends. Had a beautiful dinner and sent my uncle and aunt back to Crown. On my way back home , i called le baby and had my call interupted by another call. Soon as i hang up, i noticed this creepy guy been eyeing me WTF. I took the window seat over a tram so that i could see the shadow from the window and i felt like punching him in da face yo. Luckily he took the sit opposite facing me otherwise i'd step him...

IS IT CHRISTMAS ALREADY?!?!?! Mailman rang my doorbell on monday noon when i was taking a nice nap. I know who is it from and what's inside but why the addressee's name is my sister's name. Two birds one stone iz it. 😒  Sometimes he never fail to CLL me. So since it's a christmas gift, i can't open it before christmas but i just can't wait already!!!! Nah, imma good girl so the package is still nicely sealed. BUT IS IT CHRISTMAS ALREADY?!?!  Xx,  F.r.l. Can't wait to love another baby.