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I never mentioned this before but five years ago, I stopped eating satay. Then red meat, gradually ended up stop from eating all kinds of animals. Just because I was a teenager and unable to provide three meals all by myself. I didn't refrain from eating chicken flavoured soup or any veggies served with meat. I answered lotsa questions regarding why I became a lacto-ovo vegetarian. My typical answer will be like, I used to eat anything, I remember sitting on grandpa's lap enjoying peking duck and the bun. yum. Hongkong was the most delicious country. Yum cha every morning like we don't have to worry bout nothing. (I had to mention Hongkong as my mom agrees that i ate too much pork ribs and all of those animals that they serve and their body parts, then i had a red meat trauma. LOL. wrong, guys.) but then one day i woke up realising that animals are not meant to be eaten so i stopped. hehe. Meanwhile, THE TRUE AND SUPER DETAILED STORY: Back then, my fave food was the Sate ...

So after like one year or so i finally bother to change the timezone and set up the location. Location is unnecessary, i just wanted to try it out. time really flies, it's halfway to 2017 already. Been lacking out of praying these days, not that i'm not grateful but . . . . . . OKAY OKAY. I ALWAYS TAKE BEING BLESSED AS GRANTED till now's there's a reason to pray and apologise again. This cycle, over and over again. Grateful->Blessed->Always Blessed->Starting to take it for granted(never say Grace nor pray, etc)-> unpleasant thing happened-> Seek for help->Grateful Then one thing that i realise that, no matter how we always forget about God(or whoever you believed in), when you seek for help, God's always ready for you, ignoring the fact that you're -ehem- less unfaithful. Well, that happens to me. all the time. Speaking of which, I'm now into Signal, another nerve wrecking Korean Drama by tVn. On ep 9 now, i find the movie really scar...

After a month or so waiting, i finally get to go home. Well, to celebrate Chinese New Year with my family is the valid reason but i just feel sick of Melbourne, that time. I bought ticket back and miss my elective classes. Looking at the pictures, my smile in each photo really describes that no place is better than home. It was my first time flying overseas alone. With zero sense of direction, i decided to go to the airport earlier than I usually do. My flight was 12pm but i asked for star bus to pick me up around 8. Yep, arrived at Melbourne Airport around 9am and got lost until around 10. Just nice when the check in counter is open. Apparently living in Melbourne for almost one year, does nothing to my sense of direction. Not improving even a lil bit.   Here's the Q for tax refund. I bought 10 designer bags, 4 new iPad and a dozen of designer clothes. Lol no. Only my cousin's bag and my furla. I couldn't wait for the Q so i opted to send it via mail. I fill up a fo...

Hello!!  Ok i have to say that i am quite satisfied with 2 Distinctions for the previous term result. Both bro and I expect HD for the next one. I mean i was.. Not anymore. Lolol. I don't think i'll transfer to another school. I'll finish their two and half years program, and basically i'll just go with the flow. Me myself going to make sure, that i'll go back as often as possible during the remaining two years time. Now that i don't know how to face my grandma when i go back this time. Just heard from my sis that my grandma is happily waiting for me to go back because she can't wait to see 甜甜的男朋友. WTF. OK,婆。when我有说要和男朋友一起回棉兰。。 I really have no words to say to every single question that my family throw to me. Either hahahahaha or uh uh uh.  Since, things between 甜甜和她的so called男朋友 been not really good? I mean he's busy and whenever he woke up, 甜甜的day要晚了. As a very thoughtful one, she always compromise it off lah. 😅 It's ok only her sister kno...

I just had to list down 2016 resolution. Not just because i'm boring or what. But when it comes to things i really want, then i'll make my way for it. 1. Say Grace Every Night Ehem, I've been not really good last year but God has been so loving and caring all way here. I couldn't think of how and why but all i know is i have to give thanks. 💗 2. Exercise More Been not having the tonsillitis attack for months doesn't really mean that the side effects are gone too. Shoulders and hands are still very very weak and i couldn't live a day without my pain relief patches. My definition of exercise is not throwing myself to gym and run my ass and abs out. More to simple work outs, short morning or late night jog, not forgetting natural walking too.Because when i used to practise "natural walking" regularly, i lived so well. I. Want. Those. Days. Back.  3. Figure out what's with caffeine and me Whenever i had any coffee or tea, even just...

But not so guilty. Tat cheese tho. Xx,  F.r.l. Having 28 grams sugar served in a canned iced peach tea. 

Did skydiving last august after a very stressful week. Asked for transport from city to the venue. I don't really know where it is but it's close to Yarra Valley Chocolate Factorie 😬 This is me trying to explain my stressful week before. Ready to fly!!!! Honestly i feel nauseous as they let us sit backwards and on the floor. Flying journey was like around 15 mins myb. My instructor just can't stop talking and gopro-ing. Thanks, mate.  "Aaaaah.. I wanna vomit can i go down and cancel this. LOL JK." "AAaaah.. Nauseous pls be gone i've had stress nuff the past week"  I looked drunk tho. Wtf OKIE okie bye! Imma put on da swag but not so swag googles ok! Just when i know i'm sitting at the edge of the door and ready to do freefall!!!!!! BEST 30 SECS OF MI LAIF. So far. I think this is 15.000 ft above the ground. Calculate urself pls. Bcs i dont care. I've just realised that he didn...

And whenever i doubt, i ought to think 'Things I Do For Love' & 'YOLO'.  Xx,  F.r.l gotta do skydiving soon

Walking through a part of area that you don't know at all is no fun. Okay to be honest i love adventuring and exploring new areas but not alone.. Then, i did it. I found the sonw venue that i was going to attend. Pretty far away from where I live. I realised that back home i've been well pampered as i never bothered to know directions. except when there's just me n I man or Jennifer. I got daddy, sissy, BILs, driver, friends to send me around or even the worst case might be riding becak without letting mommy know ok. In super cruel yet loving Melbourne City, i have to make friends with google maps, apple maps, ptv journal planner, yarra trams app and so on.  The thing is, ptv journal planner's timing is not accurate and i can't do anything about it. My sis helped me to asked the sonw instructor before, how can we reach the venue from city so she helped us to google way to go by trams from bourke st.  Then i googled somemore la! How to get to the commun...

------------------------------------------------ Please bear with me my fellow readers. I know it has been so long since i posted but yeah as in for me, better late than never.  Pictures are all taken by my sis and we were at Union Lane; small lane just next to the David Jones at Bourke Street. The reason i wanted to come here is because Woobin and Kwangsoo did their runningman shoot here too. Guess what, the lane was very smelly, not in a good way. There are some spots that i can't bear with because it was too smelly omg.  It stinks. Really. That makes up a smelly lane can't stop a fangirl to fangirling all around. Anyway, it's been a while. Catch up laters!  Xx, Frl is on her way to her auntie's house.

CHINESE NEW YEAR 2015 ( D-1) First chinese new year without my grandpa.. home feels different.  Eversince my grandpa left, i try my best to stop mourning and spend more time with my grandma and her laughter constantly become the most precious thing in the whole universe.  Our very simple reunion dinner. We usually have the super long table and many more families could make it, or even sometimes, they're late but still, they'll be there. According to ancient beliefs, whenever a family member passed away, you're banned from celebrating EVERYTHING. even birthdays. That's why my mom wouldn't call this night as reunion dinner night as the purpose of tonight is only to make my grandma doesn't feel that she's left out.  Another one with beloved popo CHINESE NEW YEAR 2015 ( DAY 1) GONG XI GONG XI FROM ME AND MY NOT SO LITTLE BABY COUSIN!  There you go, me in qi bao and heels.. One with baby KIM  I thi...