fall rain love

I enjoyed the view of Lake Toba, mountains, and the blue sky from Parapat. Everything was perfectly created by God. We should be thankful for the exotic view. Or maybe i should. The very first president of Indonesia, (Soekarno)'s house. Obviously i am going to google some of history of the house. Since we couldn't go into his house, we ended up playing outside and stay in his gazebo for a while. Guess what, from the gazebo, you could see the beauty of Lake Toba and friends. Very glad that my mom didn't rush to the local market and buy lotsa things. Hehehehe. P/S: I had just realized this Christmas break tend to be the last one. Have a good night! Xx, frl

I am an awesome blogger, aren't I?  I've been neglecting my blog for .....brb checking last post. WELL, i haven't blog for the whole magical December! screw that.  what makes me love December the most is:                                                  WINFIELD HAD SET ME FREE! yay! hip hip huray! they held the graduation party at 8th of December if i am not mistaken. the truth is, i will miss chitchatting with my friends and teachers except the business lessons.   it's kinda funny that we managed to speak English at pizza hut. lol.  THE NEXT DAY, I HAD THE SEMESTER EXAM FOR ONE WEEK. ah, frustrating lar!! So relieved that finally the holiday has come.  it took me hours to write this post whilst watching running man 176! ciao! gonna blog bout my short trip to Parapat with parents ...

 what horrified me is :  Break you down? That was a long time ago. I even apologized for it. Didn't I?  2 years accompaniment, huh? I thank you. However, till now, i'm not looking forward your face for the third year. hurt. Hmm, you got the revenge on me now. I did throw another chance for us, but things didn't work out as I want. Ah,it might freak you out but, yes i am a cry baby, spoiled, and childish. Well, I thank you. Nonetheless, pretending that i am not spoiled is not a good idea.I'm not fake and i don't want to be. still, i thank you. I thank you for your innocence and sincere feeling for ... hmm? how long? i even don't know! oh crap, if it's like this i'm doubting the feeling right from the start.. oh,no... ................................... Well, i am just mad. why didn't you just tell me? I am not God. how can i know things easily? things may go wrong but it could be fixed. thanks to you, i'm suffering the p hilophobia....

Startled and thinking about past few years, i think, i'm gonna miss my friends! And i will absolutely miss this shitty and full of dramas high school! How we had spend our times together.We all know that time's precious, however, doing nonsense or stupid things, worth that time! sleep,eat,play,and laugh during the lesson! I am enjoying my high school and somehow my dad worries about me for having no boyfriend! Relationship is not in my "high school fun" list! at least, not for now.  I hate to see girls who cried over a boy, got the mood distracted all week after breaking up, and many more! No offense, kay! Okay, i know this is too eager,still, i could feel the pressure is here. We're leaving and will walk through different path. Will we still know each other 10 years later? I could clearly remember, when i was kid, how i wanted to grow up super fast, be a good looking young woman who works on office and have a happy family. now, let's move on... i'm...

FIRST OF NOVEMBER. Song of the month : simple things should just make us feel grateful, not to mention like the free air to breathe and others.  I've been wanting to blog about my super grandparents,and they meant so much to me. As they are getting old, they kept on saying the same thing for several or even hundred times, but i am okay with that, i mean, until now, i could still bear with it.  I love it when i'm saying goodbye to them, they always make sure that i had everything that i should have, esp. my grandma, she always remind me to bring water, keys, etc. and i love it more when i'm in rush for going downstairs, my grandpa always shouted "慢慢走,看看路,要小心." don't them sound lovely? <3 <3 <3 the little things that they created, make me feel blessed. the connection is just to lame, i'll update my post with their pictures soon. the memories with your grandparents,  keep it save in your mind. xx, f.r.l.

My school held the inaguration day for all of the shs3. Lots of things to be told! Xx, f.r.l.

I rarely have a thought of changes in life. We should learn that nothing is eternal. People come and leave. I knew that fact, but it's not easy to state em in my mind. I have lots of things to be written here and most of them are forgotten. Has been thinking about my college stuff because by the time, everything will be different. Ah! So happy that finally my fortune cookies are here! Special thanks to  大姨 <3 <3  The fortune cookie makes me think twice harder. Did i have miss the once in a lifetime offer? because the-got-me-nowhere-pride has been number one lately! Daddy got us a task (me and sisters) which is to write "#gratefuloftheday." the only one who has been diligently doing is only my thousand miles away sister! should learn more from her. i found that's kind of an effective way to be grateful too!  It's not i am very perfect for saying this but either the weather is partly sunny or heavy rain with thunderstorms, people will alw...