I don't know how to say it, but i am scared about the future.

Startled and thinking about past few years, i think, i'm gonna miss my friends! And i will absolutely miss this shitty and full of dramas high school! How we had spend our times together.We all know that time's precious, however, doing nonsense or stupid things, worth that time! sleep,eat,play,and laugh during the lesson! I am enjoying my high school and somehow my dad worries about me for having no boyfriend!
Relationship is not in my "high school fun" list! at least, not for now.  I hate to see girls who cried over a boy, got the mood distracted all week after breaking up, and many more! No offense, kay!
Okay, i know this is too eager,still, i could feel the pressure is here. We're leaving and will walk through different path. Will we still know each other 10 years later? I could clearly remember, when i was kid, how i wanted to grow up super fast, be a good looking young woman who works on office and have a happy family.

now, let's move on...
i'm having a dilemma abt my education after high school. When i am around daddy, i don't feel like going anywhere further, all i want to do is stay by his side and always be his little girl.-daddy, if you're reading, let's pretend that there's nothing, okay!- *embarrassed max level*
This is the burden for being the youngest one in your family.
My mom? She's fine with me going abroad and she likes the idea of me going to my sister's current staying country.
and, until this moment, i haven't prepare anything and even pray more and more!
what should i do........................................................................................................



'if i didn't have my friends , i don't know what i would have been."

happy weekend,
xx,
f.r.l.