fall rain love

Thank you for the fairy princess, Jacinda.  Xx, Frl couldn't stop the negativity eating up her brain. 

I was so bored cause it's a long weekend and all friends are occupied hahaha Companion of the day Old lady is sleepy but young lady over here refused to go home this early hahahahaha Thankyou, wi.  Xoxo, Frl's sunday night out

I don't know how things really work but this is how my snorkelling went.  I told the driver that i wanted to snorkel. I'm pretty sure there's only one spot (IBOIH) to snorkel from if you don't stay at the hotel with their own services.  Arriving at Iboih doesn't mean that you can immediately snorkel. You have to find a shop with snorkelling or diving services and choose according to your needs. They sell many kinds of boats, equipment, and services. As for me, we rented a boat with underwater view as my mom didn't wanna snorkel but she wanna have a sight of the fishes too. I forced my dad to snorkel with me so there he was. Our guide told us that we will be travelling to four different locations. First one will be a shallow beach with lots of fishes and for my dad who never snorkel before, will get his essential lessons. And a place to wash your googles too. I didn't buy. I rented them. Gross i know but it's way cheaper and i just don't wa...

It's my first day enjoying my last year being a teenager. Not that i don't wanna blow candles next year, but candles without a number 2, please? Some thoughts that came up are scary but i have good ones too.  Like, nineteen years ago , my mum was struggling in the delivery room cause she's been admitted to the hospital for 3 days and many IV drip bags she had. The fourth afternoon she spent, i just decided to come out. Clearly still have no idea why i took that long. The reason why i know about my delivery story is because during school,I was a middle class naughty girl in the neighbourhood and the one and only in the family that my parents had to remind me how hard it was for my mom to bring me out this world. You know, folks like to say it's a life or death battle back then. As for who I am now, i am so grateful that my parents raised me thoroughly. Along with the thought of that sleepless night they had if i fell sick. It was not easy for my mom to raise me as ...

Went to my uncle in law who i used to call godfather 's last resting place. He was such a funny guy back then. His life was not easy too. But me being a little girl who doesn't really know about stuff ended up being one of his favourites because i was a kid and i didn't see any harm in him. He passed away three days after performing heart valve repair surgery which requires you to sleep and surgeon gonna put a ring over your open valve. Sounds so simple but it's scarier than it may be. Two days after the surgery, he went home and he felt like he was fully recovered that on the third day he went upstairs and fixed some plumbing issues. Later that night, he passed away. My godma went into another tough part of her life. It was just the last year when we lost my grandpa. If you're wondering,  they didn't have any children so that's why i'm referring them as my godparents.  May you rest in peace, khe pak.  Xx, F.r.l couldn't sl...