What's being away from home when it's New Year Eve feels like?
Had a beautiful dinner and sent my uncle and aunt back to Crown. On my way back home , i called le baby and had my call interupted by another call. Soon as i hang up, i noticed this creepy guy been eyeing me WTF. I took the window seat over a tram so that i could see the shadow from the window and i felt like punching him in da face yo. Luckily he took the sit opposite facing me otherwise i'd step him in the ass already yo. Nah, honestly speaking i was terrified lololol. I had this before but it was one fine afternoon over a train and i called my dad asking him to talk to me until i reach my destination safely. This time i decided to do the same thing too but he wasn't picking up my call. Called everyone i could but nobody else is picking up. There you go my last hope, the one that never missed my call, my pompong bis. I knew he would pick it up no doubt what's his life without me yo. Lolol. Even after i got off from the tram, that creepy guy followed too. Double WTF. I told pompong bis about it and asked him to talk to me. He was like " i'm playing my game! Idk what to say. I won't hang up okay. What you gonna buy me this time? " Touchè touché
It feels nothing important when you were so busy consuming much caffeine because you can't help falling asleep for the sake of KDRAMA. Seriously i only have 2 hours and 19 mins to go. To show my sincereness towards Park Bong Soo aka Seo Jung Hoo aka Healer-nim & Chae Young Shin, i even pending all of my friends appointment to spend NYE together. BUT my cousin asked me out for din and i just can't say no to them so i thought okay just a din and i'll go back to the kdrama or find some friends.
So i walked to a place where tons of people gather and tried my best to blend in until he's not in my sight anymore. Said thanks to pompong bis and hung up.
So ladies and gentlemen, now you know why i can't live without my phone.
I took a long walk till home and i realised that i was wrong. Why is it not God that i think of first when i was threatened. I should've pray somemore and i'm pretty sure it won't be as complicated as it was.
Frankly, I know lotsa things been happening lately. I cried bucket of tears for personal reasons which never crossed into my mind before. Things could've been worse but it's still okay. I believe that's how much God love me for who I am. And i am wondering, is it part of growing up? Writing an emo post on a new year eve. Anyhow i am thankful because at the latest page of 2015, i am given another chance to realise what i've been missing lately. Its not sleep nor food but the time i really spend to say grace everyday. Although this way i know that God still loves me the same. Thats how blessed I am. I often take it for granted that this too had to happen. I'm not blaming anyone but myself. I couldn't promise myself to be a better person in 2016 but i'll try my best to.
Happy new year eve, whoever's reading.
Xx,
F.r.l. Waiting for her sister to do NY2016 countdown.
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