Miserable

Why should I feel uneasy when it's not even my business. I think it's time to go to the temple and wash off my karma. Wtf.

The time when you wanna go bald is when you are not supposed to know anything but you really want to know and after knowing, you gonna be very irritated. Still deep inside you really wanna know. WTF.

Why oh why. It's unlike myself. I know people change but i think this is too much.. Both in a good and bad way..

I can't tell anyone because i know people gonna think that i'm selfish but at the sAme time they'll say "it's okay. That's normal."

Xx,

F.r.l. With mixed feelings