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I love you. I’ve never leave you. You may see that I am happy now? No, my happiness is in you. Iloveyou . You’re the one. Who left without any reason? I was just like a Cinderella. Iloveyou . Months have passed. You found yours. I wish that I could turn back the time. But it’s too late. Then, you came back. Happily told me that you’re now happy. She treated you that well. Iloveyou. I would like to show you. I could be happy too. No, it’s not easy to have someone. Who aren’t you. Iloveyou. Both got problems. We did share. I told you that I regret. You did too. Iloveyou. Weeks passed. You’re back with her. One word for sure, I was betrayed. Iloveyou. You told others. That I was a bad girl. I’m a liar. I acted like a bitch. I did wrong things. But after all, Iloveyou.

Flashback .

woke up at 8.30 and first reaction was 1. Remembered about the yearly visit to orphanages with mommy and daddy along with their friends. 2. I’ve never do good things there. First, I still could remember where I was having that sua-pa-kau feeling, never been into a big court before; I tried to feel the air and apparently fell into a very disgusting drain. I try not to cry but it was just too disgusting that I couldn’t hold the smell. I was just 10 I think. 3. I’m lazy to type more. 4. Tomorrow is Monday; Mom’s at J Town and daddy will leave on Tuesday which means that I will stay and Granny’s house and I should do the packing thing twice. 5. I’m joining the outbound on next Saturday, don’t ask me where I am going cause I don’t know 6. Bye. Enjoy your a-day-before Monday. 7. Much Love, Xoxo, f.r.l

Bullied after years then decided to commit suicide.

May you rest in peace, Amanda. Thankyou for inspiring :) Ckckckck. Watch here: P.S: Bye Big Bang <3 xoxo

NOT COMFORTABLE ENOUGH

the worst feeling come when your closest one went away. hardly recieve the fact that you're bertayed. life's hard.

Cheer up, little monsters .

take a look at the picture above :) i used to have a hair cut twice a year ? umm, not feeling good. back from Bali and got very very bad news. and the saddest part is i can't share it to anyone. but i did tell ING and MEL tho. sigh, life's hard.  bye, xoxo f.r.l

Loveable .

<br> Everything might be happen for no reasons. <br/> Those are random pics that i planned to post but i always either lazy or forget. <br> bye. xoxo <br/> <br> f.r.l <br/> Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.6

我不是好人.

MY UN-MEANINGFUL HOLIDAY : •Grandma’s sudden stroke attack which required her for being hospitalized. •Not going to anywhere since DADDY was too busy and he has not been in town for days! •Satisfied enough on my report book but my mood ruined bcs of my ex-class teacher who is totally impolite! Wtf. •Cancelling one of my 2012 wish: to watch Big Bang Concert bcs of mom’s not letting me go if my cousin doesn’t want to accompany me. In my mom’s opinion, I’m 13 forever. •I'M OUT OF GOOD NOVELS! •has been finding The Reckoning by Kelley Armstrong in 3 Gramedias and i don't even get one! •and many more. JULY PLEASE BE GOOD. xoxo, f.r.l. Stay happy there :)