fall rain love

HELLO. been away for weeks ya? yea, i'm quiet busy, hahaha. so many problems happened to me. my sist said, that i got the drama life and i'm the drama queen, actually i don't want this kind of situation and this kind of feeling. can't tell what's happening. but i hate my new school, i hate the peoples inside, all of them exept my bestiess :* i'm so grateful to have them. Hahaha, 20-11-2011 my sist's big day, her wedding! CONGRATULATION! My sistt and brother in law. ;;) may God bless them till the end. :D Her wedding makes me sittin in this house which belong to ma parents retired house i mean their future house when all of their daughters are married. lol. So tinyy you knoww. D; and dad renovated it, actually it hasn't finished yet, but since my sist's wedding wish is she wanna live here before she got married, so here i am. :D I'm going to feel .................. so ....................... lonely! :( My sist, she isn't as good as dad or ...

what will you do if you're having a fight with your crush and a friend of you made it. Me? i would rather shut my mouth up, and acted like idk that she is the one who made it. Misunderstanding, huh. i won't speak up cause he himself isn't going to trust me, i swear. Call me stupid or whatever, I keep saying, i'm letting him go, i'm going to forget everything blablabla. I've tried and it is not as easy as writting them -_______- please give me extra time bcs i'm going to throw him out or at least, stay away from my heart and brain. it's very hard bcs of anytime i wanna see him, i could see. >:o though it's hard, but i must to >:o. i have no choice. hahaha. I have no one to trust to,i'm feeling so dumb and fool. I'm telling God, but He can't asnwer me . sigh. i'm tired. i'm bored. no one could understand. i'm done with everything. I wish i could grab and eat a bottle of valium. sigh. Ah, I'M EXPERT OF FAKING SMILES ...

Such a long timee, i missed bloggingg time so much, hahaha. the only reason i stopped for 2 weeks was the flash's bill hasn't paid. lolll. my sist paid it yesterday. Happy latee Halloween everyonee. :D where did you guys celebrate it? me myself went to it&b with my friends last Saturday and no fun at all. -_____________- the theme was THE INSIDIOUS NIGHT, no fun no fun. after entering the stupid spooky haunted house, gathered at the hall and found out nothing attractive, a guy came to me, he said that he want to take a picture of me to put in the Aplaus' halloween article, hahaha say me stupid or what but i'm afraid that he was a bad guy, loll.So we went out andd stayed at ss until 11 while my cousin was marrying on the next Sunday. hahaha. yea, on the sunday i'm as sleepy as hell! and skipped school on Monday! YUHuuuuuuuu! GOODNIGHTTTTTTT. :*****

Karma does exist is 100000% truee! So, don't play with your life. I used to think, not to tell my daily life here, but i can't. In this post, i warned you people who read this no matter my schoolmates or anyone, DON'T ever try to talk at my back. Talk in front if me if you want. The second is, helloooooooooo!!! Single!! Okay, i admit, that i used to stay close with one of my schoolmate, second year of high school and he's not serious at all. It's impossible if we are in a relationship, he was playing with mee! OKAY? DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR? I just can't understand why mostly people nowdays, love to share rumours as they want. I don't mind if they don't talk about me, but they did it. Sigh. Haters, you may laugh as you want. But remember, as the title of my post, karma does exist. Ah, i deleted some lovey dovey tweets of us hahahahaha Either lovers or haters, i just want to saythank youu for readingg and goodnighttt. Have a good sleepp everyoneee. God...

Out with daddy, there's only 2 of us. Mommy isn't in town. I've read the newspaper and saw the congratulations and best wishes for the newest bridal shop, Grace Kelly. I'm totally curious with it,since its model is Stella Lowis. Hahaha. So, gonna spend my night with daddy! Goodnight Havee a amazing nighttttt Xoxo

Yesterday was Narlen's birthday. Gave her lil surprise with donut cake. She is 15 while i'm just 14. ._. my friends are always older then me. D: Uploaded pictures : Recently, i'm in love with pvz, i played it every spare time that i have. me myself, almost crazy because of it. -.- tomorrow i'll have my math and computer test which means i'll not study at all. First of all, i'm stupid in math. Second, i don't think that math is important in future, as long as you have the calculator with you everything is going to be allright. Lol At last, i'm not going to be a architect or sth that will push my brain to work with numbers. hahahaha Some pictures of pvz. HAHAHAHA ends. i need to take a rest before i go to winfield. love, x

Saturday, my favorite day of a week. have my lunch at ayam petis Cinde Laras with lovapefry complete edition. Stupid me, i forgot to take a picture. after that went to gramedia with melisa and ingg. We're just in about 20 minutes and mom called me said that she wanted to fetch me and going to a taylor. -.- so, i went to measure my body for my gown in my sister's wedding day on november later. I'm home at 4, took a bath and got some snacks. At 5 me and wirya,my sister went to Pardede Hall to watch the Hillsong concert. they amazed me and i'm amazed. It's totally awesome and my favorite songs go to mighty to save and rise. I bought the shirt and its album. Show you the pict on the next post! :D Goodnight! Have a good sleep! xoxo