Well, i'm nineteen when i'm writing this. So much happening for a nineteen years old girl to know and understand. Yet, some things will just gone with the wind. Some will eventually scar you for life and so on.. Dear Dian, If you ever get the chance to read this, firstly you need to be grateful to True Source as you're still alive by now. HAHAHAHA. Secondly, you need to know why a nineteen years old you wrote this kind of letter. Earlier today, your sis scolded her sons and it was heartbreaking. I couldn't say anything since it's her kids and she got the right to educate them in her very own way. Anyhow today I learnt to not to be like her when i grow up, cause remember you got scarred somehow about your childhood. You didn't want that to happen to your kids, don't you? After reading all of these paragraph, you're still not married yet, come back next time. wtf. or if you've been trying but you're not having babies yet, then make another serie...